DETENTION DETECTION DETENTION DETECTION INNER SECTION JUST BREACHED, INFECTION HAS JUST APPROACHED PERFECTION, INITIALIZING PROTECTION...DETINATION TO TERMINATION LONG LIVE THE UNGOVERNED NATION!
I fear that its near, its sorrow, to you I pear as a tear I must borrow so asked for tommorws torturous typhoon that'll leave me in ruin resembling the missing peice to the crecent moon. Decent by my beating hearts question, "why so soon?", as I turn to my made up spoon and swollow feeling empty and hollow. To not would be to give in to what follows and feel good, also wich is borrowed. I'll score par though, lit up and scared.. alone .
M.F. PALMER
F.F.F.F.
Vanity sweeps humanity like a calamity, as if that's whats forced man to be so below zero, no hero's low weirdos, now i got to go but that's my Flo and remember stay above zero. Or you'll see what its like to be me and whats caused the demon in me.
I fear that its near, its sorrow, to you I pear as a tear I must borrow so asked for tommorws torturous typhoon that'll leave me in ruin resembling the missing peice to the crecent moon. Decent by my beating hearts question, "why so soon?", as I turn to my made up spoon and swollow feeling empty and hollow. To not would be to give in to what follows and feel good, also wich is borrowed. I'll score par though, lit up and scared.. alone .
M.F. PALMER
F.F.F.F.
Vanity sweeps humanity like a calamity, as if that's whats forced man to be so below zero, no hero's low weirdos, now i got to go but that's my Flo and remember stay above zero. Or you'll see what its like to be me and whats caused the demon in me.
Today the day the reaper comes, the day of black sun the day all comes undone. The day of crimson skies, exempt not to succumb. Weep, wither grow bitter, neither party differs. Worrie, rile, while getting wild remain mild and hold your inner child.
Deep into that darkness peering long I stood there wondering, fearing, doubting.
I held my inner child again and told him not to cry, for one day you live as king, his response being "there's no love for real men".That I can defend,in the end your mind bends, you see no friend.
Then again?....Agony definitely lended me its company.
you say you are always here
but you never answer my cries for help
my screams of agony
you refuse to see my pain
you walk away like it's nothing
I'm dyeing inside
and empty soulless shell
wondering
trying to love
but no love can be found
only pure hatred
im my world
I cry blood
the sun never shines
black and grey are the only two colors left
but you refuse to see it
you walk away
next time you walk away
never come back
I refuse for you to come back
I don't need this any more
I'm not really okay
Insecurity,
Please- Don't leave me, please.
I can't seem to breathe,
Unless you're here with me.
I know you say you're there,
But do you really care?
Is that love on your face,
Am I truly safe?
Insecurity,
You got a hold on me.
I'm down on one knee,
Please listen to this plea!
You see, you hold my heart,
And that's only the start.
Not even the worst part-
Am I truly safe?
Despite last nights couple tiffs,nothing to call a fight were quite.....Swell.
Guess Ill just have to come to terms with the fact that I'm the second choice. Seems to me the thing to do is hold on tight through all there bullshit till by just doing that I prove some kind of worth....Yet even know there's nothing I can do about the fact that im smitten, as well as her only directed backwards, there's just SO much shame and anguish in settling for that is depressingly compressing the sane sectors of my brain crushing my will.
Sometimes you just gotta swallow that sad lump in your throat and deal.
You got me, I am the most sad and miserable Ive ever been In my life, literally.
I get it, im a joke and im weird, now all of you leave me alone forever.
Never did I think someone could MAKE me fall in love with them, I guess love isnt real and that means my purpose isnt either.
"My writings are fair game to anyone, im not going to write anymore"
-The Ghost just passing through
......... desolute endless torment of the soul. Forgotten set a drift in loneliness through an endless abyss, because of her scorn kiss....how ever do I morn. No love so sweet, no love so warm.